Sunday, 29 May 2022
#DYP ( discover your purpose)
Monday, 5 April 2021
happy birthday to a hero of our time
Tuesday, 30 April 2019
#Word2friendship
- dear friendship
Hello dear,
Am writing u in pains, u put me under lots of pressure, u made me rip my heart out, now have it and keep it ur own way_
I got a question for u dear friendship,
*why are we even on this voyage ? If i can't count on u to watch my back.
*why do I feel like we are not connected?
- did we lose our sail sight?!
Is this a voyage your not willing to continue?
Remember we took an oat and burnt our bridges,
- why do I feel cold in Ur presence, I tend not to be and act myself around u.
Why all the faking?
I know we only human and sometimes wrong. We should be each others gate keeper, hide each others secrets,
Fvck!
Where did we go wrong, this shii doesn't feel like it's for the long run anymore!
Dear friendship, Ur supposed to be an investment.
*why do my spirit tremble at the tone of Ur voice,
I take u seriously, but sometimes I wonder if u feel the same way towards me.
Dear friendship,
- when was the last time u prayed for us?
- when was the last time u remember my birthday?
- when was the last time u gave me a shout out?
We need each other to make this voyage work. Instead of concluding when u hear something about me, why don't u Call me to hear from my POV?
Dear friendship,
I need u to choose Ur battle.
Is U my *comrade
*confidant
*constituent
#prontoD'oasis
Art credits: Anita Benson karma
Sunday, 24 March 2019
Loner boy (final episode) 5
Lost boy series (episode 5)
The act of yielding in Pains
Joy and happiness vanished,
Pain set in, he became a problem child
It was time to defeat his fears_
It was time to contend with his demons or let em' stay and learn to live amongst them.
Pains became his new song, he learn to trust no one, believed little in promises
Took the lost boy brand , never cared Much about the hate.
While he was fighting his demons, they thought him a few;
* he learnt, tho pains could be bad vibe: it could be a source of * strong will
*passion
*energy and inspiration when channeled to the right source.
He learned to turn his pains to an unending stream of passion and energy/ that kept him going_
Loves to break rule and try new things. Lost lots to the point failure was nothing but a golden opportunity to learn something new to him.
He wasn't scared to not only cross but also walk the line,
Friends with the living and the dead, that makes him a living dead.
Whom or what could save him?
#yield
*The life u live is nt ur own, learn to yield, .........he said.
- so I learnt to just yield, and hang in.
To / unto
"Energies within me
" creation
* I have thought about this and it seems so funny: but in the course of time, my life is going to get more complicating , but am gonna enjoy it - cos I have learnt to yield...
*in ur process of yielding, people are gonna be vocal bout' their opinion of u, hmmmm don't be swayed by their opinion, cos its just their opinion.
- they are shallow and don't know what u have been thru.
- you will just keep winning, long as u stay yielded , and they gonna keep talking. Lol
The adventure continues....
Monday, 4 March 2019
#sayNoMore
#SayNoMore
Say no more,
The pain in my heart knows no joy,
Say no more,
Mediocrity is the new 'hide & seek'
Say no more,
Much has been said and nothing done.
A broken heart,
Pastor says all is well, when what he really meant was IDGAF!
He tries to scare me with the fears of heaven and hell,
Me: IDGAF! no more,
How am I supposed to survive in a cruel world playing the good guy?
A cold world makes frozen hearts.
I learnt to break rules, that shii became my hobby
Don't judge me, cos u don't give a fuck,
Am a lost boy anyways,
* school paint a rosy picture of life, while real life says ur #fucked after graduation.
I must be political if I must make it,
They want a good guy, but didn't tell me to be my brothers keeper, but how the fuck am i a good guy if i don't watch my brothers back?
I don't understand no more, between friends and foes who lies the most.
*sometimes u miss someone who doesn't give a fuck about u.
Lost my mind to free my mind, don't tell me nothing bout' heaven nor hell no more
I don't care where I end up after life,
I just wanna make it on earth for my FAM and friends+day1's.
Am not a good guy, am just a frozen kid in a cold world.
#SayNoMore
#lostboy
#prontowritings
#prontoD'oasis
Saturday, 9 February 2019
#lostBoyepisode4
Loner boy( episode 4)
*More misunderstanding...
With love and a mind exposed to *parapsychology
*science
*politics
*Spiritism's
*practical 13th dimension rites
*music
* and everything Good, bad and ugly, there were bound to be misunderstanding ( higi haga)
Trying to fordge what he wants from what he knows,loves and relates to without faking
He found himself losing friends, his relationship with people in his future gets a twist( turn) in a short run
Sometimes it doesn't end good for him,
But he had Day1s,
Few day1s, but lotta short term friends, but he wanted them to stay
He is high on dynasty.
*loyalty and
*empire
Some stayed , some left
Sometimes he feels it was his fault they left. Other times he thinks its just his fortune.
' but let it be, if it was meant to be' he would say finally to ease his worries.
Tuesday, 5 February 2019
Loner Boy Continues...
Monday, 4 February 2019
Be Humble
Be Humble
Monday, 26 November 2018
LB (Ep2) Changes.....
Sunday, 25 November 2018
The Loner Boy ( Lost Boy Pt 2)
Friday, 9 November 2018
Loyalty ( Pros & Cons)
Tuesday, 16 October 2018
Timeless Time
Friday, 31 August 2018
Las' ignorante
Las ignorante.
From time immemorial,
- Mysteries are hidden in codes , signs and symbols.
* great information are hidden between lines of text and in pages.
-Las' ignorant;
*why do u shy away from brainstorming activities?
Oh ! U like the easy way? Huh!
- no wonder ...
Now I see..... why u don't have the basic knowledge in the mystery of things that would enlighten your mind.
Can't u see that u are way behind psychologically, because u have rejected paradigm shift.
And that is why some traces of barbarism are seen in ur mannerism ,
Hardly can u differentiate sarcasm from real talk, and this has made u politically weak.
You don't knw Ur allies,
-comrades, nor
- constituent.
You hardly keep an open mind, this has left u with no confidants,
And now all u see and talk about is enemies.
u have acquired more enemies than friends,
you fight more than u discover, for where there are no allies there is no exchange of information.
- now u blame God and every1 for Ur inability to accomplish set goals, when u are the architect of Ur own failure and doom.
All hope is not lost for u tho,
You can still turn around Ur own fortune for good.
It all depends on u,
* get involved with brainstorming activities,
- read alot.
Information is power and erudity can only be achieved through continued enlightenment.
Don't call things shit, just because u think u don't like them.
Remember; no knowledge is a weaste....
Mysyties are hidden to be uncovered. Put Ur mind to work!
Friday, 10 August 2018
#WCUJBU
Why can't u just be u.
- you care too much about what people say,
#WCUJBU
- sometimes u feel sober, thinking u done fucked shit up a lot, fuck that shit"
#wcujbu
- sometimes u stop believing,
#wcyjby
You crave attention,
We all want that. We all want to be loved, that's the human nature.
But sometimes we just hang around the wrong people,
People that won't love us for who we really are, but in turn wanna change us to suit their liking.
*don't hang around too many comrades, that u forget who Ur confidants are .
Trying to do what's right so hard, we end up not being ourselves
In turn Lying to ourselves.
-dont be scared to be u.
That Ur wrong sometimes, doesn't mean Ur always wrong.
- crazy can be creative sometimes.
Never stop being u for anything,
Never give up on u,
Never stop believing Ur instincts.
Haters gonna hate anyways,
at the end of the day only winning matters.
#JUSTbeU.
Tuesday, 7 August 2018
HATE
HATE
Like a scorpion sting,
Venomous,
Consuming
Like fire
Burning With brimstone,
Like a bad blood
I live and bleed it
Song of pain
brings melodies
Of funeral songs to my heart
Like the devil
In my vain
Oh!
Battle cry.
But have fought this fight before
Would it change me?
get the better of me?
Or will I get thru it?
That is left for me to decide
Saturday, 4 August 2018
CAN'T FEEL LOVE ( cold hearted)
Didn't say I can't love ,
But I can't feel it ( love)
Love like other emotions, is weakness
When it gets the better of u.
Pain is stronger , cos u feel nothing and anything goes
Am no power freak tho,
But when I love, I expect, trust and loyalty in return.
That way I can confined in u and hide no secret from u.
When it comes to the matter of the opposite sex;
When I love her, I expect a beliver
*A beloved
*A supporter
*A flag bearer ....
That wey ,
It feeds my motivation and gets me prepared for anything ahead, in the quest to make u happy .
So when I win , in trust and love I bring home my winnings and trophies to My beliver.
Lost boy
LOST BOY
Who put me in this arcade? This shit is all game to me.
-I loose things alot
Should I be worried? I don't know...
Sometimes what I loose, I care about
*like friendship
Other times what I loose, I don't really care about
- like material things.
Will I ever be myself?
: little fun won't kill ya' lostboy,
But what seem to be fun, is not fun to me.
- wanna feel happy, but can't get a hold of joy.
- wanna be sad at it, but all I feel is emptiness.
Can't lay hold on anything, damn I feel nothing,
They tell me I gotta try harder, but the further I advance the harder it becomes (feel)
"Lostboy" -what u gonna do?
Honestly, I don't know,
- how do u see me....
*A free spirited
*An open minded freak
*A fool............
They said death was the end of it all, but I still feel the reality of my dreams in my sleep.
Don't blame my actions,
Don't even blame why I got here,
Am here already, and no matter how long it takes, there is no end to this game.
Not even death could end it.
In the end , anything goes,
Every1 could proberbly be right afterall
*Gotta do what I gotta do
Its a dimension I must go thru.
#lostboy
#pronto
Thursday, 2 August 2018
PAIN
Pain...
What is the colour of pain?
Emptiness...
That is the colour off pain.
There is nothing there , its empty.
Its dark like black, u see nothing
Its bright like white, u see nothing
All u see is pain.....
Emptiness,
Nothing felt,
Nothing present, and
Nothing changed,
Just empty, just pain.
Friday, 25 May 2018
EMOTIONS
Control your emotions
Our feeling ( emotions) makes us vulnerable, tho they make us human but can get in the way when its time to make the right decision.
*hate
*love
*sadness
*envy
*pain
*fear
*joy
*happiness
*jealously... E.t.c
You name it.
These emotions makes us susceptible, defenseless, easily predicted and exposed.
Thus, we end up making enemies we don't need.
These emotions were given to us to control and not em' controlling us.
Most times, our enemies were once friends,
And if we handled the matter that made em' enemies better, they might still remain friends.
-sadly we need em'
Even the ones we call enemies might sometimes hold the Keys to the door we are trying to unlock.
- control Ur emotions, make less enemies and enjoy a better life.
NB:
One who controls their emotions,
* is wise
* navigates through life better
* more successful
* controls the outcome of events to their favor.
-be wise.
#pronto