#Word2friendship

 - dear friendship

Hello dear,

Am writing u in pains, u put me under lots of pressure, u made me rip my heart out, now have it and keep it ur own way_

I got a question for u dear friendship,

*why are we even on this voyage ? If i can't count on u to watch my back.

*why do I feel like we are not connected?

- did we lose our sail sight?!

Is this a voyage your not willing to continue?

Remember we took an oat and burnt our bridges, 

- why do I feel cold in Ur presence, I tend not to be and act myself around u.

Why all the faking?

I know we only human and sometimes wrong. We should be each others gate keeper, hide each others secrets,

Fvck!

Where did we go wrong, this shii doesn't feel like it's for the long run anymore!

Dear friendship, Ur supposed to be an investment.

*why do my spirit tremble at the tone of Ur voice,

I take u seriously, but sometimes I wonder if u feel the same way towards me.

Dear friendship,

- when was the last time u prayed for us?

- when was the last time u remember my birthday?

- when was the last time u gave me a shout out?

We need each other to make this voyage work. Instead of concluding when u hear something about me, why don't u Call me to hear from my POV?

Dear friendship,

I need u to choose Ur battle.

Is U my *comrade

  *confidant

  *constituent

#prontoD'oasis

Art credits: Anita Benson karma

Loner boy (final episode) 5

Lost boy series (episode 5)

  The act of yielding in Pains

Joy and happiness vanished,

Pain set in, he became a  problem child

It was time to defeat his fears_

It was time to contend with his demons or let em' stay and learn to live amongst them.

Pains became his new song, he learn to trust no one, believed little in promises

Took the lost boy brand , never cared Much about  the hate.

While he was fighting his demons, they thought him a few;

* he learnt, tho pains could be bad vibe: it could be a source of * strong will

*passion

*energy and inspiration when channeled to the right source. 

He learned to turn his pains to an unending stream of passion and energy/ that kept him going_ 

Loves to break rule and try new things. Lost lots to the point failure was nothing but a golden opportunity to learn something new to him.

He wasn't scared to not only cross but also walk the line,

Friends with the living and the dead, that makes him a living dead.

Whom or what could save him?

#yield

*The life u live is nt ur own, learn to yield, .........he said.

- so I learnt to just yield, and hang in.

To / unto

"Energies within me

" creation

* I have thought about this and it seems so funny: but in the course of time, my life is going to get more complicating , but am gonna enjoy it - cos I have learnt to yield...

*in ur process of yielding, people are gonna be vocal bout' their opinion of u, hmmmm don't be swayed by their opinion, cos its just their opinion.

- they are shallow and don't know what u have been thru.

- you will just keep winning, long as u stay yielded , and they gonna keep talking. Lol

The adventure continues....

#sayNoMore

#SayNoMore

Say no more,

The pain in my heart knows no joy,

Say no more,

Mediocrity is the new 'hide & seek'

Say no more,

Much has been said and nothing done.

A broken heart,

Pastor says all is well, when what he really meant was IDGAF!

He tries to scare me with the fears of heaven and hell,

Me: IDGAF! no more,

How am I supposed to survive in a cruel world playing the good guy?

A cold world makes frozen hearts.

I learnt to break rules, that shii became my hobby

Don't judge me, cos u don't give a fuck,

Am a lost boy anyways,

* school paint a rosy picture of life, while real life says ur #fucked after graduation.

I must be political if I must make it,

They want a good guy, but didn't tell me to be my brothers keeper, but how the fuck am i a good guy if i don't watch my brothers back?

I don't understand no more, between friends and foes who lies the most.

*sometimes u miss someone who doesn't give a fuck about u.

Lost my mind to free my mind, don't tell me nothing bout' heaven nor hell no more

I don't care where I end up after life,

I just wanna make it on earth for my FAM and friends+day1's.

Am not a good guy, am just a frozen kid in a cold world.

#SayNoMore

#lostboy

#prontowritings

#prontoD'oasis

#lostBoyepisode4

Loner boy( episode 4)

*More misunderstanding...

With love and a mind exposed to *parapsychology

*science

*politics

*Spiritism's

*practical 13th dimension rites

*music

* and everything Good, bad and ugly, there were bound to be misunderstanding ( higi haga)

Trying to fordge what he wants from what he knows,loves and relates to without faking

He found himself losing friends, his relationship with people in his future gets a twist( turn) in a short run

Sometimes it doesn't end good for him,

But he had Day1s,

Few day1s, but lotta short term friends, but he wanted them to stay 

He is high on dynasty. 

*loyalty and

*empire

Some stayed , some left 

Sometimes he feels it was his fault they left. Other times he thinks its just his fortune.

' but let it be, if it was meant to be' he would say finally to ease his worries.

Loner Boy Continues...

Loner boy( episode 3)

The pros and cons'

Pendulum swing's, weight falls....

' due to a great paradigm shift, he fell out with the status qo'

The laws of natural selection followed immediately, he was promoted to the Godclass.

The kinda questions he asked changed, it was somewhat unnatural.

He was cheered at, when he shares some amazing insight.

But hated at once , if he goes deeper.

Brainstorming is not generally welcomed, he just found out.

He feed his constant crave for asking, with constant research.

Music was his companion, and all forms of art were mediums of communication to him.

Under the harsh circumstances, he was strong. And real, never faking it.

Loves to express how he feels, cos he has unlocked his inner freedom.

Now he has decided to freelance and make himself a brand and make himself careers outta all he loves, outside his studies.

It was a real tussle between him and his family ( mum especially)

How can u leave what u studied in the name of hustle for what u love ,for a career? His mama quarreled

- he didn't mind,

Out he set, mind made up, ready to loose for a greater gain.( self satisfaction in freedom)

.

#Assertive 

#Navastia

#episode 3

Be Humble

Be humble

Not just for the cliché of it, but because of the benefits that comes with the principal of being humble.

One of the significant thing about being humble is that ;

*no matter how rude u are to a humble person, be it     

- hatred

-ill treatment

- insults

U can hardly get to em'. 

It's like telling them what they already know. Cos they are used to it already, and moreover 'karma' works in favor of the humble.

So be humble, so nothing can get to u easily, u become as solid as a "Rock " and at same time so fluid and flexible as liquid when u are humble.

U can fit in and survive anywhere.

Be Humble

Be humble

Not just for the cliché of it, but because of the benefits that comes with the principal of being humble.

One of the significant thing about being humble is that ;

*no matter how rude u are to a humble person, be it     

- hatred

-ill treatment

- insults

U can hardly get to em'. 

It's like telling them what they already know. Cos they are used to it already, and moreover 'karma' works in favor of the humble.

So be humble, so nothing can get to u easily, u become as solid as a "Rock " and at same time so fluid and flexible as liquid when u are humble.

U can fit in and survive anywhere.