Sunday 24 March 2019

Loner boy (final episode) 5


Lost boy series (episode 5)


  The act of yielding in Pains



Joy and happiness vanished,


Pain set in, he became a  problem child


It was time to defeat his fears_

It was time to contend with his demons or let em' stay and learn to live amongst them.

Pains became his new song, he learn to trust no one, believed little in promises


Took the lost boy brand , never cared Much about  the hate.


While he was fighting his demons, they thought him a few;


* he learnt, tho pains could be bad vibe: it could be a source of * strong will


*passion

*energy and inspiration when channeled to the right source. 

He learned to turn his pains to an unending stream of passion and energy/ that kept him going_ 


Loves to break rule and try new things. Lost lots to the point failure was nothing but a golden opportunity to learn something new to him.

He wasn't scared to not only cross but also walk the line,


Friends with the living and the dead, that makes him a living dead.


Whom or what could save him?


#yield



*The life u live is nt ur own, learn to yield, .........he said.


- so I learnt to just yield, and hang in.

To / unto

"Energies within me

" creation


* I have thought about this and it seems so funny: but in the course of time, my life is going to get more complicating , but am gonna enjoy it - cos I have learnt to yield...



*in ur process of yielding, people are gonna be vocal bout' their opinion of u, hmmmm don't be swayed by their opinion, cos its just their opinion.

- they are shallow and don't know what u have been thru.


- you will just keep winning, long as u stay yielded , and they gonna keep talking. Lol


The adventure continues....

Monday 4 March 2019

#sayNoMore


#SayNoMore


Say no more,

The pain in my heart knows no joy,


Say no more,

Mediocrity is the new 'hide & seek'


Say no more,

Much has been said and nothing done.


A broken heart,

Pastor says all is well, when what he really meant was IDGAF!


He tries to scare me with the fears of heaven and hell,

Me: IDGAF! no more,

How am I supposed to survive in a cruel world playing the good guy?

A cold world makes frozen hearts.

I learnt to break rules, that shii became my hobby

Don't judge me, cos u don't give a fuck,

Am a lost boy anyways,

* school paint a rosy picture of life, while real life says ur #fucked after graduation.

I must be political if I must make it,

They want a good guy, but didn't tell me to be my brothers keeper, but how the fuck am i a good guy if i don't watch my brothers back?


I don't understand no more, between friends and foes who lies the most.


*sometimes u miss someone who doesn't give a fuck about u.


Lost my mind to free my mind, don't tell me nothing bout' heaven nor hell no more

I don't care where I end up after life,


I just wanna make it on earth for my FAM and friends+day1's.

Am not a good guy, am just a frozen kid in a cold world.


#SayNoMore

#lostboy

#prontowritings

#prontoD'oasis